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I Love YouSo I met you... that fatal day where I saw your eyes and incredible smile.
Big brown sparkling eyes... eyes that you could stare in forever.
A voice that melts your heart and causes it to almost stop. A voice that could lull you to sleep no matter what kind of noise surrounded you.
A hold... a hold so tight and warm that you never wanted to leave it for fear of being cold again.
A chest so open and inviting you could lay your head on it for hours and never get tired of it.
A person you could give yourself to so willingly that nothing could hold you back.
Laugh... oh God I could hear his for hours... a strong laugh... that you could laugh with and nothing funny had just happened.
People could tell you things about him and you wouldn't care to believe any negativity.
You just knew you knew. You knew he was perfect. With all his flaws... he was perfect....
BleedSnarl at me with those big sharp teeth.
That glare in your eye like a soul stealing thief.
Rip out my heart and take what you find.
Play a little joke to mess with my mind...
You go and leave me there, helpless and alone.
Bleeding and terrified to walk on my own.
I hear a noise... let out a bloody cough.
Surprise, it was you again... to finish me off....
DivorceGlistening ivy on the side of our house...
Mom said it hurts the paint, dad said it looks pretty.
Brushing my teeth 3 times in one day?
No thank you.. but... mom said it's healthy.
Dad said I could do with twice.
Going to bed at 8? What happened to 10?
Mom said, I had to go to bed to get up for school.
Dad said I'd still get 9 hrs of sleep.
No longer having to have them drive me to school, I drive myself.
Mom says to be careful driving and not to speed.
Dad says speed but don't get caught.
Mom cries and wishes me well and hugs me as if it was the last time...
Dad gives my future husband the "talk"... then he hugs me.
Mom and dad divorce.
I say I knew it would happen all along....
FragileYou opened the door to a package.
A package with the word "Fragile" on top.
You brought it in, put it on the table and kept it there. In the sun. Warm.
When you got back after a long day of work, the package was on the table still. You moved it to the floor so you could have a long awaited dinner.
After eating you soon forgot about the package, and it was left there. Cold.
The next morning you go back towards the table and see the package only after almost tripping over it. You get angry and throw it to the couch. Tend to your hurt foot and go back to work for the second day.
You came home that night and went straight to bed. Forgetting the package that had been thrown on the couch. The third morning came, you went downstairs to a much needed "day off". You decide to relax... maybe watch some t.v. , but then something catches your eye. The package.
Your curiousity is now full throttle and you open the package that was hot,cold, thrown about, and forgotten.
You stab into the box, not bo
Break My HeartI keep letting you break my heart...
I don't know why I do that.
I keep imagining some kind of fairytale in my head.
A man that will stand up for me and fight for me.
Someone who will keep his promises and make me happy.
God knows I try to do that for you. I try every day.
So hard. Yet, it goes so unnoticed. I look back and I embarrass myself.
How many times am I going to forgive you until I realize that what I want is never coming?
How many times?
I watch myself cry and I wonder..."Why am I doing this to myself?"
Why am I letting you control me like some sick twisted master.
Why can't I fall out of love with you....
I love you... I love you... I love you....
MA - Chapter one - Part 2Once I got in a saw two bags. As I expected... all junk food. I laughed a little inside to the thought that if I was given the credit card, I could probably be the mom and she could be the daughter. I'd probably do a better job too! Ah, if only life were perfect. I helped unpack and went back upstairs. No words were exchanged. None have been for a while, and that's okay. I guess.
Back in my room, the comfort of what I knew best. Myself. I always wondered how it would be to find comfort in others. To find someone that made you truly happy and where that would take you. I knew I was never destined for that sort of fairytale, but I can dream,right?
I laughed at the thought of tomorrow. New town, new school, fake friends.
Wonderful. That's sarcasm of course. I tend to use a lot of it. Hmm... maybe I could meet my dream boy tomorrow, walking the halls and sharing that one fateful glance. My heart would pound and it would be love at first sight. That or I trip and make a complete fool of mys
Baby StarAs mother star is tucking in her little baby bright.
She orders the moon to rise on up and gave him a kiss goodnight.
She said "Oh my dearest star, dream well tonight, dream fast. For dawn is soon approaching
and not everything will last"
As she left and turned the lights the planets all came nigh.
Wishing the tiny light lit star a wonderful goodbye.
Loving YouLoving you is all I do.
Loving you is all I can do.
Loving you is all I will ever do.
Loving you is too easy.
I love, loving you.
AutumnYou know it's autumn...
You can feel it like you can feel cashmere.
The warm wind blowing on your face, the crisp sound of leaves crunching underneath your feet.
The smell of pumpkin scented candles and all the shops with their decorative leaf decorations.
There's nothing quite like it. There's also nothing like the sadness you feel... the knowing that summer is over and now you have only a short amount of happiness before the harsh cold winter arrives at your doorstep.
Warm wind and leaves gone... and nothing but bitter frost and dead trees....
I wish it could be autumn all year long.
Diary of a deviantART SweaterSeptember 7th, 2010
Fifty-nine sweaters and I arrived at the deviantART headquarters today. It sure is big here. We were left in a hallway for a little bit (I could peek out a crack) but we got stacked against a wall somewhere.
I'm a little scared.
September 13th, 2010
Today, a man opened our box. Since I was on top he grabbed me and held me up and looked at me critically. "Perfect!" he said, and I couldn't help but blush.
September 14th, 2010
I got moved away from all the others and stuffed into a little box. It's really, really dark in here, because there's no light coming in the cracks. Now I'm definitely scared, but at least it's all warm and cosy.
September 17th, 2010
There was a whole lot of jostling today. It's half exciting, half terrifying.
September 21st, 2010
I've arrived! I woke up to the sound of tape ripping, and then the box being thrown open. The light was blinding, but I quickly saw the grinning face of a girl. She squealed and threw
What I'll Get if I WinDeviant t-shirts just right for me
If I win this contest, I'll get one for free!
Emoticon stress balls... I'll need lots of them.
Cause it's totally stressful to wait till you "win"...
What about plushies? I'll need a FELLA to hug.
Does anyone know if there are decorative mugs?
A lanyard... a purse and a cell phone case too!
To call all my friends and say "I WON! GUESS WHO?!"
Dreams of realityA pair of eyes;
Open and stare through the lights,
Into the darkness of doom.
And yet they smile,
Yet they smile.
A drop of tear;
Seeps through the garden of death;
Falls to the mortal soil.
Dreams and desires will blend again,
To render the roses alive.
I am floating through a vision.
Like ripples, floating through the pond of life.
Can reality be so real?
Let me drown again,
Into the silence of familiar noise.
As I wander through the lanes of reason and passion.
The flame of hope burns bright,
Drenched in the colors of freedom.
So let my dreams unravel my soul,
As darkness fades away;
And let mortality draw me closer to destiny.
As these pair of eyes,
Open to stare through the lights again.
Is this reality?
Can reality be so real?
Time passes by, as the eyes keep staring;
Staring at the distant lights;
Staring beyond the distant skies.
What do they see?
What do they long?
What do they desire?
Then the skies will break down;
White lightning striking the dreamy clouds.
Moments will tur
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